It is DEAD! If you comment here, Your creepy next door neighbor will touch you in naughty places I WILL NOT RESPOND! [But that's pretty obvious, right? right.

If you still wanna stalk me.....then you've probably already found me here and elsewhere O_o

But to make it easier for the rest of you who aren't hardcore stalkers, here's mah new account, yo ->

This journal is gonna be kinda hard to write 'cause I'm not really good at...how do I say it ...sharing my inner feelings >_< But I'll try to explain why I'm leaving this account

When I first joined dA, I was a CRAZY Sonic and Mario fangirl! So what did I do? I faved and watched every Mario and Sonic gallery/artist I could find! D8 I was young [like 13? ], I didn't think I'd eeeeever get sick of those two >_<
Eventually I got over Sonic after about 3-6 months, I guess >_> And I kinda left a lot of Sonic artists hanging ( _ _) [I'm sorry if you're one of the Sonic artists I haven't been responding to! I really am! ]
Occasionally, I got small Sonic cravings, but he was pretty much out of my system So all I had left was Mario, and I stuck w/ the fandom waaay longer than Sonic
But now my Mario mojo has just about now completely faded, aaaaaand the remaining artists I watch are mostly Mario artists
See, when I COMPLETELY lose interest in something, it kinda hits me instantly and I don't bother w/ it hardly ever \:

So now I got this guilt hanging over my head that I'm ignoring everybody, but I don't mean to...I just simply lost interest in the fandoms... 8[ And I really don't have the heart to un-watch ANYBODY because A) They'll know B) I'll feel like a jerk for a couple of days C) ....I just wanted to say C

So basically I'm leaving to escape the guilt of my inactiveness

I hate ignoring people, I really do.....because I hate being ignored myself, and I know the feeling way too well [referring to real life] =[...

Also, I couldn't keep up w/ all the new deviations and journal entries @__@ So that kinda stressed me a little more too I mean there's still a couple of comments and replies I haven't replied to, and I normally reply to MOST if not ALL of them

Oh, just so we're clear:
I'm ONLY leaving the ACCOUNT! I'm not leaving DA! So don't go blowing up my email begging me to come back to this account [Well if you care that much \:]
I've already moved to my backup account [was made around the same time as this account with an equally stupid name |D] My new account is going to be pretty varied 'cause I switch fandoms like shoes nowadays :\ And I'm also getting back into my OCs I made forever and a day ago soooo....yeah |D And besides I want people to like my 'style' or whatever, not JUST the fanart I draw =[ Fandoms aren't a constant thing, and I realize that now [yeah, I'm super slow on picking things up O:]
But if you still want to watch for my new gallery,... then you're a really dedicated watcher

So I'm sorry if I'm like one of your favorite artists or something leaving you or something like that....but if I stay at this account, I'll most likely get so frustrated from stress, I'll abandon dA completely >_>

Well it was nice while it lasted and I won't forget you guys and my experience for a good while on this account =]
Bye I hope you guys'll be okay without me ^^ [Well, it's not like I really made an impact XP] But take care anyway!
I'll only stick around for about 3 days if you wanna say your goodbyes and whatnot XP, but after that THIS. ACCOUNT. IS. DEAD.

I hope you understood how I felt ;_; I know I'm not the easiest person in the world to understand

[Great, I can't change my mood >.>]

Yeah, since I've been working on my entry, I haven't been on dA in about....a month maybe? I dunno

But I don't think I'll be able to finish in time so I just kinda dropped the contest.... (#_ _)

So now I can get back to my dA! But my message center has blown up again..8[ I'll try my best to respond as much as possible on my summer vacation, but it's gonna be hard 'cause I gotta summer job |D [Heck yeah! I'm getting paid! And it's not minimum wage! ]

*Art News*

Sometime in the summer I'm gonna submit my big art project I WAS working on for the contest[and unfortunately has to drop out] but it's top-secret 'til I finish :] So don't go asking me about it 'cause I'M NOT SAYIN' NOTHING! [ooo, went double negative on y'all : O]
Also, I've been playing a wide variety of games lately, so get ready for some fanart of that stuff :'D
Oh and I've also gotten addicted to Hetalia Axis Powers, so get ready for that, too :]
OMG you have GOTTA check out that manga, it is CRAZY!!!
And if you're too lazy to read the manga, search Youtube for the anime [it's gonna be subbed], Seriously.
Oh! I gotta Lightbox for my B-day about a week ago 8D What does that mean? It means I can lineart all of my notebook stuff that's what! >D And it also makes lineless coloring waaaaaay easier X3

*School News*

Gah! This is what I've been waiting for!
SUUUUUUMMMMMEEEEERRR BREEEEEAAAAAK!
Sorry, I'm done now
But I'm also kinda sad 'cause I won't see my art class for about 2 or 3 months :[

Also, I gotta bunch of review packets to do over the weekend, so I won't be on dA [Unless I'm goofing off ] I know, that's sucky |D

Oh yeah, We're[My art class and me] throwing a mini-party next Tuesday so everyone's gonna chip in and bring something for the party and If you bring nothing, you get nothing!

...Gosh, I'm sure gonna miss those crazy people! XD

*Other*

OK, this Journal entry feels boring....I need to do something random..

Naah, Don't feel like it, go watch this youtube video instead
-> In place of my Randomness

Uhhhh...I may have to put the contest on hold for a while o3o You see, I wanna do the Good vs Evil contest[The contest EVRYBODY on dA got a Notice of] and I have this HUGE idea for the contest that's gonna tie up all of my free time soooo yeah....I won't have time to HOST a contest if I'm a ENTERING another one |D But as soon as I'm done w/ my entry, I'll restart this up and change the deadline ['Cause some of you may wanna enter the other contest too]



Are you ready for an exciting contest? I am! Are you entering? I'm not!
['Cause I'm the judge, baby ]
If you're interested in a contest then you should enter my contest! 8D I promise everyone [drawing skills or no drawing skills] will have a chance to enter and win
The idea of the contest is to fill in the thought bubble of my deviation 'Thinkin About...'
Here it is, Check it.-> [link]

[Don't let that symbol fool you I lost my sub so I can't thumbnail ]
So just what are they thinking?.... Well, don't ask me that's for you to decide! Do you think you're up for it? If so, keep reading 8D

Rules
Writing Rules
Drawing Rules
Deadline
Judging
Prizes
Last words


~Rules~

Ok, so you've decided you wanna join my contest, huh? Well, first you need to know the rules!
1) Have fun! Don't stress yourself over it. If you can't do the contest for some reason, I won't hold some crazy grudge over you or something like that
2) You have the choice to either write what they are thinking OR draw what they are thinking. The rules for writing and drawing are listed separately below.
3) Please, please, please, please, please, please, please, PLEASE keep sexual content at a VERY low minimum They're only 3rd or 4th graders! D8 At this age they're probably aware of it... So I'll allow you to hint/refer to it but nothing too explicit.
Please, keep it PG-13
4) No excessive swearing Keep it at a minimum if you must use a swear or two (Remember their age *wagging finger*)
5) Your idea doesn't have to be related to LxD if you don't want it to! 8D You can have them lusting for ice cream if that's what you want! xD
*NEW*6) You have permission to download and resubmit my picture, but don't forget to credit me for the actual picture. [Sorry forgot to mention ]

~Writing Rules~

If your entry is going to be written, then you're in the right section! 8D
1) Put it in English, please I mean that's the only language I know |D
2) If your entry can't fit in the bubble, then just submit it to your gallery as literature and give me the link in a note Please title the note so that I know what it is, ok? |D
3) General Rules still apply to writing rules! Just because you're writing doesn't mean you can completely ignore the rules you read earlier [well, at least I hope you read the rules ]

~Drawing Rules~

If you're drawing your entry, then you're in the right section 8]
1) Any traditional/digital method is OK =]
2) If you need to resize, then you may download it and open it in a program that can resize it. If you're not able to do that, then just note me and I'll do it for you, it's no biggie
3) If resizing doesn't work out for ya, then I'll allow you to submit as a seperate deviation.
4) Your submission may be colored or uncolored; it makes no difference whatsoever

~Deadline~
The deadline will be April 10, 2009 12:00 a.m. CT. I will only allow 2 extra weeks at the most if you need more time to finish [not start!] But you have to ask me for extra time first Under no circumstances will I accept late entries. If you submit it late, then it's on you

~Judging~

For the moment, I am the one and only judge for this contest!! But if I end up getting 30 or more entries, then I'll need to recruit some judges So if you're interested in being a judge, just note me and you'll be on my waiting list There's NO GUARANTEE you'll be a judge! I just need to know if you're available to be a judge

~Prizes~
This is what you've all been waiting for, isn't it? I'm kinda limited w/ the prizes But if you would like to donate a prize for the contest then send me a note labeld 'Donating Prize' or something like that, and don't forget to tell me the prize you're donating and for which place 8]

1st place - 3 requests from me
2nd place - 2 requests from me
3rd place - 1 request from me
4th place - a compliment...j/k xD 1 request from me

~Last words~

So now that you know the rules and prizes, are you still excited about the contest?! >8D
If not, then tell your friends and watchers about it! I don't mind a little advertising I don't have many watchers, so I would really appreciate if you helped advertise my contest



If you got ANY questions, then ask me! I won't bite! unless you're a cookie....

OMG! Guess what, Guess what! I farted j/k j/k xD

No, seriously, I JUST WON A FREAKING LAPTOP!!! Ya 'member the black history contest I said I entered [Don't lie, you don't really remember |D]

Well, me and my big sis just picked up my Toshiba [Yeah, I got a Jap laptop ] yesterday and IT IS AMAZING! Then, again it is my first laptop So it's awesome...for now....But when it breaks down on me, it won't be awesome anymore D|

I've decided to do a contest based on my 'Thinking About...' deviation [Too lazy to provide the link, so go ahead and shoot me XP] But I'm waiting for my uncle to get me a wireless router and some protection before I tell ya the details
Don't worry, it WILL be some time this week

'til then, see yaaaa!